fastest blog ever cause i got ten minutes. back in school today. dreams of it all last night. rain coming down again. constant. the rain comes down, the rain comes down, the rain comes down, the rain comes down. my emotions come down, my emotions come down, my emotions comes down. giving space to have emotions with no annoying sound of trying to fix or say it is my fault or say it is something other than what it is or that i am in control. the greatest relief in surrender. the greatest release in surrender. the most dominant cultural paradigm ever. the secret and law of attraction and wisdoms contorted until true meaning is lost and turned into artificial sweetener. sick of it, sick of it. not much else cause things are starting to look up again the stories around me. the tides are changing again. my brain is creating new neural pathways. healing is occurring. the daughter is returned to her mother. we can sing a song of melodies pure and clean again. we can rise up to greet the morning darkness. the moon that shines in the sky of dawn above snow capped mountains. the hot shower. the blue bowl filled with food to feed the bellies. dreams. he had a dream. the return of the sacred dream. word snippets because time is ticking. hot hot shower bring me home. love, your child, mother, daughter, sister, lover, best friend, and soul partner.