aries moon babble…

the uncertainty has turned into certainty.  just about.  gotta get the logistics under way to seal the deal, is all.  nervous about it, specially under mercury retrograde, but it will all be ok.  new life.  my long term future is mapped out, so long as nothing uranus rug ripping comes along to change it.  yesterday i counted stones for a bunch of hours, noting the price and amount, taking inventory.  feet on the ground.  afterward, i went to an art exhibit and music night hosted by lady krishna.  she took sixty handkerchiefs, each one different, and gave them to sixty women to bleed into, during their moontime.  she then mounted the bleedings onto canvas.  i was moved.  each one was like an ink blot, a tarot card, an organic and spontaneous archetype…made by nature.  i felt the individual essence of the woman in each one, and it put me in awe for how nature makes us unique within our commonality.  the music was great too.  lady k has a way of opening my heart, through her presence, art, and music.  i was inspired by how she brought the community together in one room.  lately, i have been enjoying the hill and the sense of community i have formed here.  very unlike me, as i am usually more of a lone wolf.  people change.  part of people do, anyhow.  i think i will always have both an introvert and extrovert aspect to my nature.  a hybrid in every way.  saw my favorite yoga teacher at the event.  she mentioned me doing teacher training with her.  i want to do that too.  i could not help but fill her with praise about what a great teacher she is, how she can really let go of herself and be a channel.  i miss her classes.  i miss sweating my ars off.  though my home practice is great too.  i am babbling.  the moon is in aries.  doing my best to allow the child like fiery heart energy into my day…