tiny bit to say…

it’s christmas for many people this morning.  happy christmas for you guys who are into it.  for me, it’s a sunny cold las vegas morning, after a night of intense dreaming.  been catching up on watching “shameless” since i have been here.  love this show so much, the chaos and great acting.  humanity when money is not readily available.  i could get into a lot of serious commentary but the full moon is in cancer today and i feel too sensitive for that.  feeling more like amma, wanting to hug every lonely soul.  maybe cause i have spent so many christmas days alone, i think about the plight of the lonely.  been watching/listening a lot of old seventies songs on you tube.  remember how in the seventies, when they sung duets, they always stared at each other in the eyes, like they were in love?  i know it’s just an image, but i feel it in my heart too, when falling in love meant long gazing into the eyes.  though lately, although hungry for love, i am more compelled to learn my lessons about other stuff.  more working from the inside out.  not leaving, creating change with a new mentality which stems from a new heart, devoted to a new understanding.  under construction.  bright orange is the color.  watching a bunny crawl around outside.  on the second cup of coffee.  mom reading the paper.  soon to jog.  slow peaceful beginning to the day.  not much to say…might blog again later, and talk about karma and families…