a little bit of a blue sky this morning. did not want to get out of bed. weird dreams. cold apartment. years end. was thinking about 2015 and how it went. for me personally, not too great, aside from the usual growing within. on the outside, it was a wash or something. nothing really happened except for equanimity through disappointment, working for the temple, continuing on the yoga path, and then deciding it was time to change around the end of summer. fall was a blur. my attachments have not been bearing fruit. creative pursuits are mad at me for not being focused and committed. and the tarot keeps reinforcing the same lesson: your resonance creates your reality. so now, i let go of the fruitless attachments and feel out what will keep my resonance melodic and lunar, flowing and in harmony. not in the mood to repeat myself this morning, therefor avoiding talking about moving and spirituality. i haven’t heard fred buzzing around, wonder if he left? not much to say. burning eucalyptus. moon is in aries, and i am feeling her need for immediacy, movement, play, passion, wonder. gotta get out of this head of mine and let the soul plunder into a sand box or two. too serious of a mood dripping over me like goo. music, take me to the heart. sunshine light up my inner dark. got fifty more years, only if i am lucky. the world will keep being hard and oppressive, but i will keep being compassionate and loving. what else is there?