hey saturn-day, i pull the wool…

good morning whipped cream sky.  not sure what to say.  yet another morning my mind feels blank.  keep typing till the words come.  coffee not even waking this head up.  my lifestyle is changing very very slowly.  but changing.  turtle might be the totem.  i wonder if something will come in to swiftly change things.  like a job or relationship or tragedy or cataclysm or my very own death.  you too will have your very own death, aint that neat?  and the tap goes drip drip drip drip.  know what song that line is from?  my sink always has this annoying leak.  lemme go fix that before i scream.  k, all better, just gotta turn the knobs extra tight.  weird dreams last night.  this boss in my dream telling me i am not good at office jobs, i am not cut out for them, but then she assigned me to be like…(you know how dreams are)…the person who makes sure everything is running smoothly on an energetic level.  funny.  i am good at running energy and making sure it’s smooth.  too bad this world is not cut out for this talent in the job department, and many places would rather treat humans like cogs or slaves, and even the places that are fair still would consider me a quack or woo woo or whatever slam you wanna give me.  too bad that i can’t get hired as an energetic stabilizer, coming into the office to make sure everyone’s energy is clear, and the space is clear, and there are plenty of happy plants, and light, and all the things that make the work day productive and bright.  back massages at the desk maybe?  fresh whole food lunch?  chakra cleanse? water infused with citrine?   i could be a mystical office wife! or…an office unicorn! (making fun of myself before you do.)  i don’t mean to sound anti-feminist with that wife line.  the real meaning of feminism is equality and choice, so if i choose to be an office wife in my fake reality, i am free to do so.  maybe i need to invent my own job to help others.  there is such a thing as inventing.  whatever.  i am not stressing.  allowing life to come into my heart and love me, knowing my time is short and this reality has the opportunity to reflect the abundance of my soul, if i can be stronger than the collective schism dontcha know.  using my logical mind to not invest in thoughts, people, or situations that bring me down.  this holograph is incredibly malleable if you know how to bend it. so….how shall i bend my reality today?