a cloudy day. low sixties. softness. venus in leo, about to retrograde. questioning values. finding joy by doing things that make me smile, not just healthy. took myself to a play last night, alone. big time fun. inspired and turned on. creative light bulb flashing like a bright sun. everyone is bitching about the hill’s death. yes, the old hill is over. money has moved in. gentrification. ugliness on a new level. violence. but it’s not all bad and i am tired of the bitching. walking home from the play i felt good vibes about the hill. i cannot abandon my love. who knows how long i can last here. the prices moving on up. we shall see. the future is promise. a full cup of water in a copper mug. i cannot bitch. it hurts my heart to do it. face the fear and walk on through it. still not much to say and this blog is boring. the grey sky muted my mind too. even the buildings feel more quiet. what’s the moon in? oh…taurus. right. i always feel this way under the taurus moon. good day to be working a lot. blah blah blah. oh and neptune just went retrograde, so i guess it’s time to reflect upon my creative visions. tummy sort of is flaring up. seagulls fly past the window. a peacock feather sways gently under the ceiling fan. baba hanuman pours like syrup into these ears. excited to wear boots and not sandals today. thankful for a heat tacit. blank thoughts. staring into the view in silence. suppose i ought to just end this. but i am practiced at blogging at least till the end of the song. what else can i write about for one minute long? nothing. nothing…..