virgo full moon babble…

if it brings you joy, don’t doubt it.  this is a fire horse year.  things are moving fast.  dive into the unfamiliar, into the new, and feel the familiarity of what you know to be true.  drinking lemon tea.  virgo full moon upon me.  conversation with a friend about the shipwrecked aspect of life.  acknowledging the feeling.  finding home in another heart.  a universal desire.  the feeling of how quickly life moves.  a ride, not a thing.  an article about phillip k. dick.  his future self guided him through life, even showing him is own death.  the way the tarot predicts.  the way we want to know and feel secure.  embrace risk, that’s the cure.  i don’t look at the tarot right now.  embracing discovery.  aware of my cobalt longing.  open.  ready to leap like the fool closest to oneness.  feeling what is right.  the right fit.  the right feeling of being alive.  acknowledging wrong.  thanking wrong.  thanking the lessons.  moving on.  ruby and zoisite over the heart.  present moment is the art.  tapping with amber fingers.  the petrified tears of a tree.  the practice.  come to the top of your mat.  inhale mountain pose.  exhale forward fold.  inhale halfway lift.  exhale forward fold.  inhale step back.  exhale chatturanga.  inhale upward dog.  exhale downward dog.  breathe and hold.   hope.  waiting.  silence.  patience.  practical soles supporting mystical eyes.  divine alchemy of inner forces.   virgo full moon presses down on me.  gravity grasps my crown.  i wander the city streets, emptied by them.  notice the tree.  bulbous.  curving.  crackily.  ancient.  touch her and feel her know me.  drink dark red while listening to she, in lavender.  eat garlic rice noodles.  broccoli.  carrots.  orange and green.  listening to the howling wind undo the seams of night.  holding onto the the chain link fence trying not to cry.  a crow landing on a wire next to me.  death card.  transformation.  a bigger appetite than usual.  golden happiness radiating out from within.  both sides.  the tides keeping time.   allowing harmony to emerge as we slip into the libra moon by tomorrow.  emotional justice.  the masculine wand and feminine chalice.  one directs.  the other contains.  stir the ingredients.  whisper the names…